Hey everyone, after a long time. Wait it’s not that long neither it’s a short time. It comes in middle.
If you don’t know what I am talking about………. I just started this newsletter like 2 weeks ago. I posted 2 newsletters and then for 2 weeks …….. nothing. I posted NOTHING for 2 weeks!! That’s not a very long time by the way but I’m just disappointed of myself.
It’s probably because I am lazy. Well, sort of. And also I procastinate a lot. Like A LOT. I wasn’t in mood of posting (does anybody cares? No? I knew though let me come to the point.)
In my life since 2 years I started writing things. It was the time of 1st wave of covid and things were so boring just siting inside the house doing nothing thinking when this will be over and I can go outside.
I was watching a lot of movies and series in those times and it turned as an addiction. I wasn’t aware of that untill I finished 16 episodes of Game Of Thrones in a single day just laying down on my bed. I was 16 hours. Then I realized I am in a bad situation there so I started reading many more books.
Well before that since I was like in my mid 12s I used to write something too but not much just some stupid things that a kid writes. My puberty started at that point so I was fantacising things that I shouldn’t at that time. I used to write them down and after completing I used to tear them in half and throw far away so that my mom couldn’t find those. I was just stupid.
I am still stupid by the way.
So coming back to the covid time … I started reading many books and I used to watch many Youtubers videos who were making videos like a short film. I got curious and found out how to do them and I learned how they write their scripts. I got curious.
I started writing scripts, short stories even songs. Then in 2nd wave(1 year ago) I read so many books(novels especially) that I never had cause I hated reading those silly school books.
I have written so many things. But everything were just bullshit to me so I just deleted them a lot of time ago.
But now I have read a lot of books and many other things and I’m getting fond of something to write.
I am writing a book that i just started writing 3 weeks ago. I don’t know ho wmuch time it will take. It will take probably a couple years or so. But I am loving it. I think it will be a big book (considering number of pages). I can’t wait to finish it. It may turn out to be a failure but no problem. By the way my goal is not to be an author I am just writing so that I can feel happy and joy for something.
OH HELL. I just wrote so much. Sorry It was long. I was in a dream. I don’t think somebody will come this far in reading just to hear an 18 year old throwing nonsense things that nobody cares about. Sorry for it.
Wait I don’t know what things I just wrote. Was it good?
Thank you. I will see you in the next one.
BYE
(YOU CAME THIS FAR? ARE YOU SERIOUS? THANK YOU THEN.)
(What more can I say?)